https://www.patreon.com/posts/narcissists-96929442 It was 2016, I was 26 years old. I had just gone through a major life-shittery period that stretched from 23 to the present year (and would get much worse from there). In this period, I had a mental...

A combo of my notes and research from the web, ala figuring shit out a few years ago. Patterns: Generally, some demonstration that I’m not a bad person - I’m not doing anything or I’m being directly helpful/cooperative. Leads...

Bittles from my internet research, found in my personal docs. Vulnerable narcissists traits Introverted and high in neuroticism Not forgiving Constant negativity, broadly No compromise/healing Feeling hated at all times Non-productive arguments, nothing can be said to help, arguing to cause pain, ability to argue...

More note-taking bits, found during exploration of my records from 2021. Narcissistic mothers Self-centered Entitlement Admiration Shame, hypersensitive, resentful = covert Can a narc mother cause a narc daughter? Getting too little gratification can lead to creating it for yourself. Boom. 4 styles...

Blurbs from past research, dug out from 2021's google docs. Enjoy Narcissist statements Need to give compliment, “not bad, but I bet that’s the only thing they can do well.” Minimizes their talent to get more admiration for themselves. “They’re okay,...